Phew.

[readingredhead]

I am having one of those moments wher I am completely in awe of writers -- Julie Czerneda in particular -- and feel like worshipping the very concept of writing, and of sci-fi, and of everything. And I am also loathing myself for not being Julie, because she's got one hell of a life and a career and really what would be cooler than to be her! I know I can't be but I'm just so intoxicated with the idea -- that's the word for it, intoxicated, like it's a drug almost. And I know I sound crazy right now but that's how I feel, completely high on literature and the possibilities that spring forth every time you open up a new book and nothing that I can say or do will ever do justice to this feeling but I'm feeling it right now, it's in my blood and pumping through my veins and it makes me want to get up and DO something, BE someone, and I think that thought it's crazy it's GOOD.

Comments

[bluephoenix8807.livejournal.com]

That's not crazy, that's an amazing feeling you get when you're in touch with your talents!

[readingredhead.livejournal.com]

Heh, thanks for not thinking I'm insane. It's a great feeling, I agree...really it's why I write in the first place. :)

[cucumber-eyes89.livejournal.com]

I think you are amazing with what you do everyday.

[readingredhead.livejournal.com]

Heh, thanks. :)