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May. 13th, 2006 01:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
readingredheadMinute One:
Last night all of my dreams were about amazing adventures and quests and saving the world. I can't remeber exactly what they were about but I remmber that sense of importance and that I was able to do something, make things better than they were, fix the world that so often seems to be a little broken. That was a dream. I wish that it was real life too, sometimes.
Minute Two:
Why can't dreams be real? Then again some things we dream are not so great so I guess I don't want all my dreams to be real, but there are a few that I like -- the ones where I'm successful and happy and I have time to be myself and not worry about being anythnig else, like a historian or a good daughter or a friend to those in need. It's not that I don't want to be all of those things, it's just that those things take time and there's still that I have to be a student and all of that.
Minute Three:
And it annoys me that I have so little time to just sit down at my computer and type and see how much I can celar out of my head in short amounts of time because that's the only way for me to regain a little bit of what others like to call sanity but is really more a sense of self. I like to know who I am and have time to just be that but sometimes it doesn't work, the keys aren't right, my fingers type the wrong way and I just can't because I have no other choice.
Last night all of my dreams were about amazing adventures and quests and saving the world. I can't remeber exactly what they were about but I remmber that sense of importance and that I was able to do something, make things better than they were, fix the world that so often seems to be a little broken. That was a dream. I wish that it was real life too, sometimes.
Minute Two:
Why can't dreams be real? Then again some things we dream are not so great so I guess I don't want all my dreams to be real, but there are a few that I like -- the ones where I'm successful and happy and I have time to be myself and not worry about being anythnig else, like a historian or a good daughter or a friend to those in need. It's not that I don't want to be all of those things, it's just that those things take time and there's still that I have to be a student and all of that.
Minute Three:
And it annoys me that I have so little time to just sit down at my computer and type and see how much I can celar out of my head in short amounts of time because that's the only way for me to regain a little bit of what others like to call sanity but is really more a sense of self. I like to know who I am and have time to just be that but sometimes it doesn't work, the keys aren't right, my fingers type the wrong way and I just can't because I have no other choice.
