Questioning the universe

Ever typed "the meaning of life" into an internet browser in the middle of your second year calculus class because you were too damn fidgety to do anything else productive with your life?

<http://users.aristotle.net/~diogenes/meaning1.htm>

Right now the thing I want most in the world is a large room with white walls, and a whole pack of multicolored Sharpies so I could write on them. As it is, the walls of my room are too bare, and I want to cover them with my words and thoughts and not have to worry about repainting. If I lived on my own, I would go crazy and write all over the walls, and then just repaint them later.

Time yet for a hundred indecisions...

From the Stanford website:

Single-Choice Early Action Decision Notification
A Message from the Office of Admission

Applicants who applied for freshman admission through Stanford's Single-Choice Early Action program will receive an email after 3pm (Pacific Time) on Friday, December 15, explaining how they will be able to access their admission decision on-line, via a secure, password-protected website. Hard copy decisions will also be mailed to all Single-Choice Early Action applicants on Friday, December 15. Decisions will not be released in person or over the phone.

Because they couldn't possibly have taken any longer about it!!! My god, I think I'll seriously die before I hear back. I'm so not functional right now. And to top it off, after school on Friday I have to get a shot -- HPV vaccination, in case anyone cared -- and the tenser your muscles are when they give you a shot, the more it hurts. Think I'm going to be just the teensiest bit tense?

Only person who has it worse than me is Luke, who has to wait all the way until 6:00. Killer time differences suck. (Well, for Luke they do. For my west coast friends applying to east coast schools, they're rather nice.)

Permission to go die now?