Blue Skies II

[readingredhead]

I'm sitting in an airport Starbucks, looking like a hipster with my coffee and my iPad and my plaid flannel shirt, and pondering the fact that in a couple of hours I'll be getting on a plane and I'll wake up in New York City.

The summer went by fast, except for the parts that went by slow. I did a lot with my time -- almost as much as I hoped, perhaps more than I expected. I wrote and rewrote more of my novel-in-progress, The Printer's Daughter. I discovered exactly how exhausting it is to work something like full time on a novel project, especially in the revision stage, and a lot of the work I did was reworking and making note of the things I need to add or change, but in the end I know this is all valuable information, and I am dedicated to the process...I just know that it may take a while, and I accept that. It surprises me that my not-entirely-conscious realization that pursuing a career as a professor is more important to me than pursuing a career as a writer has actually made me more keen on (eventually) getting this novel written.

In addition to working on original fiction, I somehow got a weird fanfiction boost and wrote more fic over the past summer than I think I have in the past few years. I also made a semi-conscious decision not to be ashamed about fandom. I'm not even one of the crazier elements of it, and it seems silly to be ashamed of something that makes me happy. I've never been deeply enough involved in fandom for it to frustrate or anger me; I've never been caught up in fandom wank. It probably helps that my main fandom generally believes that being angry with people speeds up the heat death of the universe! (Young Wizards fandom, I love you, never change.)

I didn't read all the books on my list -- I didn't even read a significant portion of them -- but I did read a lot, and a lot of what I read was good. I especially loved stuff by Holly Black and Scott Westerfeld, suggesting that a) Twilight notwithstanding, YA is far from dead and b) I should probably read it more often...at least, the bits of it that Rebecca recommends!

Surprisingly (for me at least), I really got into yoga. My younger sister had taken a few classes and encouraged me to go with her, and I while it certainly isn't a replacement for other more intense forms of exercise, I really appreciate the way it focuses on linking your mind and your movements, so that you're more thoughtful about your workout. Even doing relatively intense yoga leaves me feeling refreshed and relaxed when I'm done, and i think some of the things I learned on the mat have an important place in the rest of my life. Yoga is about letting go of whatever isn't serving you, about honoring your body and its limitations. It's about coming from where you are, instead of where you wish you were or where you think you ought to be. When I get to New York, finding a place to do yoga is high on my list of things to do -- right after I get my New York Public Library card!

I set out with the intention of feeling an academic detox this summer, and it worked. I've done a lot of being lazy and I'm ready for what's next.

I oscillate between being overcome with the amount of work I know I have to do in the next weeks -- move into apartment, buy supplies, sign lease, etc. -- and being delighted by the idea of finally taking that next step in my career/life plan. For a girl who still believes that the world is so big and she is so small, I'm surprisingly ready to have a place to call "home" for the next six years. I don't know if anywhere other than New York would make me feel this way. I only hope that I'm right about the city that so many people dream about...especially since, until about March, it wasn't a place that I specifically dreamed about. But I feel, right now, like these hopes will be met and exceeded. I feel like I'm going somewhere new, but also somewhere that will one day be home.

So, while I'd rather be traveling by TARDIS, I suppose I'll make do with a plane, as long as it gets me there.

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPad.

Comments

[gienahclarette.livejournal.com]

It's great to hear how you're doing!

[rondaview.livejournal.com]

WAIT YOU'RE LEAVING ALREADY?

*grabs calendar, flips to relevant page* Shit, C., how is it August 17th already? I am aghast. D:

[readingredhead.livejournal.com]

Heh, your reaction is pretty much my reaction. Yesterday felt unreal. Today felt slightly real-er. I'm going to hope this progress continues.

[rusting-roses.livejournal.com]

You're probably already in NYC, or at least headed in that direction, but I figured I'd at least leave a note here: I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOURSELF! I'm sorry I've been out of contact the past few weeks, because I started coaching on top of work and only in the last few days have I had the opportunity to actually breathe.

If you even have the opportunity to pop up to Boston (or if I ever head down to NYC) we should try and meet up sometime ♥

And I totally promise to send you a proper email as soon as I get the chance XD

[readingredhead.livejournal.com]

:D Why thank you! And as for meeting up, I don't know when I'll have time to make it up to Boston (crazy first semester schedule is crazy), but do let me know if you're ever going to be down my way! And I hope your life gets a little less crazy...

[cosmic-llin.livejournal.com]

Eeee, so much good luck!!

[alexandria-skye.livejournal.com]

i'm so glad for you :) good luck and (though i'm sure i don't need to tell you) have fun!