in Life's name and for Life's sake

I...don't know. I don't know if there's a difference. It's like I start to write and then there's something inside of me that needs to get out, all of these ideas in my head that really deserve to make it onto the paper, and sometimes I feel like I'm just a vessel for it but other times I feel myself actively shaping and creating a new world with new people and new places and I love that, just as much as I love any moment of it. I'm just impatient, is all; not only do I want the fame and stardom, but I want it *now.* For me, writing is like thinking: it's not something I could stop even if I tried.