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There was once a girl by the name of Candace who discovered that she loved writing. So she wrote. A lot. Then she participated in a writers' workshop and discovered that she loved those, too.

Candace was accepted to college and while it wasn't the one she really wanted, she consoled herself by looking up the creative writing classes that would be offered first semester. She pulled strings and made friends and got the application for the class in on time. A week later, she discovered she was third on the waiting list.

Candace was disappointed, because she loved writing and writers' workshops so much and wanted both of these to be a large part of her college experience, but she heard encouraging things from other writers who had been let in off the waiting list, so she did not despair. When the first day of class arrived, she hurried off to the writing class as fast as her sandaled feet would carry her (which was fast, but not fast enough to keep from being several minutes late). She took the last seat at the table and triumphantly said "Here!" when the teacher called her name a minute later.

The teacher (because to Candace it seemed very odd to refer to her as Melanie) began talking about writing and this workshop and Candace felt very much like she belonged.

Then, out of nowhere the teacher mentioned two words that generally make Candace cringe: "literary fiction." In her experience, these words were generally used by pretentious auteurs who wanted to make themselves feel better than people who wrote in genres as obviously deprived as fantasy and science fiction, which happened to be Candace's chosen field.

Imagine Candace's dismay when she heard the entire sentence in which the dreaded words had been mentioned: "Like in most college writing classes, we'll be focusing on writing literary fiction."

A hand at the back of the room was timidly raised, and a voice of reason asked, "What exactly is literary fiction?"

"It's not genre fiction."

The same hand. "What exactly is genre fiction?"

"Well, you know -- romance, mystery, fantasy, science fiction..."

Candace felt this as a knife through the heart. She was tempted to double over in expression of her pain. Instead she kept listening, hoping there would be some way she had misheard the teacher.

She had not misheard. With a smile and a sarcastic laugh, the teacher finished the discussion with, "Sorry, guys -- no elves, no aliens."

***


It's not a pleasant story. After hearing that, I sincerely had doubts as to whether I wanted to be in the class. I hate people who restrict me, especially in writing. But, I got in. I learned from the back of our textbook that the real, "literary" definition of lit fic is anything character-focused, while genre fiction is plot-focused. I've never written a plot-focused story in my life, so I feel fine about writing a wonderful work of literary fiction that contains marvelously developed characters...who just happen to be elves and aliens.

Day 2!

Jun. 27th, 2007 11:58 am
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Well, I survived the night and woke up feeling much better (probably because I had actually slept, and pretty well, except for this really weird dream in which I told Mr. Brei I hated physics because of him).  Breakfast this morning was at the Harington's Hotel restaurant.  First thing I learned (or rather, was reminded of) today: the Brits have very different ideas than the Americans as to what constitutes breakfast food.  This sadly means no waffles, pancakes, or french toast -- nothing upon which I could slather peanut butter and/or syrup!  One thing I noticed is that over here, one generally has more meat as a part of breakfast, and their breakfast sausages are the sort that we'd consider eating for dinner.  I ended up just drinking milk and eating some croissants (which are wonderful anywhere and therefore are Very Good Foods).

After dinner we left for our excursion to Hay-on-Wye.  A little background on the town -- founded in 1961 by Richard Booth, it's now the place with the highest density of books per square mile.  A sign as you drive in proclaims it as "the book town" (you can understand why we went) and its population of 1200 somehow manages to run over 40 bookstores, some of which specialize in certain genres or in antiquarian books.

But before I talk about all of the fun stuff I found in town, I should perhaps relate the tale of our drive to town.  It was supposed to take an hour and a half.  It ended up taking about 3 hours.  Mom and dad had mapped out everywhere we wanted to go months before we even got here using a computer program called Microsoft Autoroute.  But we also have a small GPS device with us, just in case.  Turned out this was a good thing -- the Autoroute directions didn't have the street names for the smaller roads, and pretty much all of the roads we took were small.  We got lost several times and ended up on a few two-lane roads that seemed small enough to be one-lane.  I honestly was rather surprised that we got there, but we did, and though it took more gas than any of us would have liked (and more of my father's cursing), I think it was worth it.

There literally are bookstores everywhere you go.  I think we went into about eight or nine, probably more and I've just lost count.  My only purchases were old science fiction "pulp" magazines: two small-format copies of Analog (February 1969 and July 1979) and two large-format copies (March 1963 and February 1965).  I'm probably one of the few people I know geeky enough to recognize Analog as a big name in the sci-fi world...but trust me, they were the top of the pulp market.  They're still in business, too, I think (which is rather impressive).

We drove back to Bath by a different route than the one we took to Hay-on-Wye (though it still wasn't the one that our Autoroute directions suggested).  I tried to sleep in the car and succeeded for precious few minutes.  We're back in Bath now, and we decided against going to Oxford tomorrow.  It's apparently further out than Hay-on-Wye, and it doesn't seem as interesting as Cambridge, so I'll just have to miss it on this trip.  I was being pressured by my mom and sister to skip it anyway; they want to spend our third day in Bath actually exploring Bath.  Tomorrow we're going to see the Roman baths and the Jane Austen Center (located here because the poor old maid lived and wrote here).

I'm tired, so I think I'm going to take a short nap while listening to the sixth Harry Potter book before eating dinner.  Oh, Richard, we went to a music shop and I looked to see if they had the first Clash album, but sadly they didn't.  I have been listening to the songs you lent me, though, and they're really good!  Hope everyone's having a good start to their summer.

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Sadly, this is gonna look a lot like a "to do" list -- maybe because it is.

Spanish
--final draft of essay (due Tues.)
--Cuban Science Fiction (due next Mon.)
Chemistry
--Group IV project
00--lab write-up (Sat.)
00--experiment (Wed.)
00--powerpoint presentation (by next Mon.)
--IB lab write-up
--homework (due Thurs.)
English
--World Lit formatted (due Tues.)
--Review King Lear
History
--Internal Assessment first draft (due Fri.)
--Road to War reading (due Mon.)
Calculus
--homework (due ?)

I've started on the internal assessment for history, and the world lit papers for English.  We're meeting about the Group IV project in Chem today (actually in about an hour) and I've mostly written up my individual lab.  My Spanish esay and the Road to War chapter are the only long-term things on this list that I haven't started yet.  But I'd better get going, especially if I want to go to the movies tonight.

Later remind me to tell the story of my Berkeley interview that's next week and not today.

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If you could have lunch with any famous person, either living or dead, whom would you choose and why? Describe your conversation at lunch.

William Shakespeare has long been considered one of the greatest playwrights and storytellers in western civilization, if not the world; his plays and sonnets have been performed, analyzed, and enjoyed by each new generation. But few of those who understood his greatness ever knew him. During his own time, while he did gain popular fame, it was not readily apparent that this one man from a small town in the British countryside would create such an astounding body of work that would continue to enthrall the world even after its creator had passed on. But beneath the fame, beneath the verse, beneath the genius, there must have been a man, and this is who I would like to meet.

In whatever limbo or netherworld where the dead and living can coexist for the short space of lunchtime, I would talk to Shakespeare about what works of his I know. I would tell him, if he didn’t already know, of his tremendous fame. And I would ask him questions. I would ask him how he managed to write so much so well in such a short period of time, but especially I would ask him how he managed to write characters who were so human. I have a feeling that he would shy from the praises, and humbly avow that he writes just like every other writer, from what he knows of the world around him. But I would continue to pressure him, because Shakespeare’s characters are the most compelling part of his plays, the things that make them come alive, and few people are able to replicate so well the interactions of mankind at his best and at his worst. If I could get him to answer that question, I think his answer would be one of the most valuable pieces of writing advice the world has ever received.

Though I would hate to have to bring this up, I would feel compelled to ask Shakespeare if he truly wrote his own work, for while I disbelieve the theories to the contrary, I would like proof, even if I was the only person who would believe in it. Despite what may be said of Shakespeare, and the “evidence” against his having written his own plays, I prefer the story that he was simply a genius among men, capable of rising from his humble background to become a man famous throughout the centuries.

But finally, and most importantly, I would like to meet him because I would like to be inspired. Shakespeare’s plays and sonnets have inspired the world since he wrote them, and they’re just his secondhand thoughts, dulled by the communicative medium. To hear such thoughts from him in person, it follows, would be even more inspirational. Lunch with Shakespeare wouldn’t just be lunch—it would be the experience of a lifetime. To be in the presence of such greatness, even for such a short time, would be immensely uplifting to the creative spirit within me. Hearing him speak, about nothing and everything, would have an immeasurable effect on my life, my dedication to art, and the awe I feel when presented with a model of the creative process done right. I don’t think I could go out on a lunch date with anyone better.

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At times it sounds incoherent and insincere, but it's only a first draft. Granted, I have to polish it up by the end of today so that I can get the whole scholarship thing in the mail, but I think I'll manage.

I'm working on a lot of things this weekend, but I'm also taking a lot of time off -- probably more than I can afford, but hey, it's my weekend, and when school rears its ugly head again I'll pay attention, I swear I will.

Basically did nothing so far today. Read through all the books for my history internal assessment paper, but I severely don't want to write it. I'm postponing my chem lab write-up until tomorrow, but I have to get it done then since Thursday after school is when I'm doing the actual lab. Which reminds me, I need to get some 3% hydrogen peroxide.

I would really like to read a book that draws me in and keeps me, but I've still got a chapter of Road to War left and some more stuff to fill out for scholarships. Maybe I'll get around to some Vonnegut, or to the historical sci-fi anthology I got at the library bookstore for a buck. But the truth is, I don't really want to do anything...and since I don't have to, I probably won't.
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I have absolutely nothing to do.

Well, that's a lie. I've got a bunch of things to do. I've got a billion scholarships to fill out, homework to do, papers to write -- plenty of things to keep my buys. But all I'm doing is watching an episode of West Wing, because i don't feel like doing any of the things I need to.

--UCLA scholarship essay
--UCLA scholarship form to fill out
--voice of the future scholarship
--first draft Cuban sci-fic paper
--first draft Palestinian mandate paper
--write up chemistry lab
--chapters we need to read in Road to War

I tried to relax by reading Wuthering Heights but I just can't get through it. I'm not gonna lie. I've been trying but I'm only halfway through and it's just not doing it for me. I'm gonna try to keep on reading it but it wasn't enough to keep me occupied. I'm not going to give it up but I'm maybe gonna take a break. I need a book that will really take my by he heart and pull. Hopefully I'll find one.
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So far this weekend I've actually gotten things done. I had an interview with a Princeton alumna on Friday after school. She was pretty young -- maybe early twenties, definitely just graduated -- and I think it went pretty well. She was excited to hear that Jane Eyre was the most life-changing book of this past year for me, because she liked it, too. I liked her for that. I don't think I looked perfect, but I looked acceptable.

Yesterday...I don't even know what I did. Slept, mostly. Filled out scholarship stuff. Went to lunch and the movies with Rick, got home and did more scholarship stuff, then watched two movies with Corinne, one that made me cry and then one that made me laugh because I didn't want to go to bed crying. Today I did more scholarship stuff (this is becoming a trend) and went to church, then to the Spectrum with my family for lunch and a little shopping. I came home and got to work on my paper for Spanish, about Cuban science fiction, and it's already over the word minimum which is a good thing. I have more things to do, but that's the way it always goes. Overall, the long weekend is starting well -- I'm really glad I'm not at MUN.
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I had a restless night full of half-dreams and anticipations. I kept waking up with the feeling that there was something I desperately needed to do but that I had no clue how to approach. The dream arc followed a story wherein I was on vacation but we got flooded in wherever we were and I couldn't make it back home in time for an important MUN conference. I stressed out so much trying to make it in time for that conference, counting the passing minutes and calculating how late I was. At one point Mr. Krucli was there and he was really nice -- he offered to print something for me that I needed printed, I think -- but then he disappeared before I could get the paper he'd printed from him. Then I finally showed up at the conference and found out that my codelegate had decided not to go. But with all of this, I wouldn't allow myself to just give up.

The odd thing was that this dream seemed to continue even when I woke up and fell back to sleep (which I did a lot of times). And when I was lingering on the edge of sleep, just about to wake up, I had this strong fear of statistics class, which I don't even take.

This is the second dream in recent memory that's involved a flood, though the first flood dream was more Biblical in nature and also potentially involved Mount Sinai.

When I woke up finally to my alarm ringing (or rather, when my alarm told me it was all right to get out of bed and just stop trying -- I wasn't actually asleep for most of the night), I felt hollow. Like my gut was profoundly empty. Not the empty feeling of hunger, but of emptiness -- I can't really explain it better than that. It went away -- most of the hard parts of last night went away eventually -- but I know I'll be falling asleep in school today.

As usual, my life is juxtaposed oddities: I'm really happy because I did some more research and discovered that I can viably write my Spanish internal assessment on Cuban science fiction. That makes me feel better about myself. And I'm going out tonight with friends -- that certainly makes me feel better about myself. So I guess I'm not too bad -- I guess, as usual, I'll be okay.
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Hm. Well, been back home in the States since Monday night, and I'm just now writing another random entry. I have too much to do for this to really be termed "summer." I'm gone from 2:30-5:30 every Thursday for MUN summer sessions, and then I've got a topic synopsis to write for MUN, and I've got at least three summer reading books.

Bleh.

But I got home safe and sound, and I'm seeing some of my friends today. So that's a good thing.

I was just looking through the Europe pictures, some of them were really cool. I can't believe we were gone a month; I can't believe that I'm home now. I'm definitely going back, though; definitely to London. I absolutely loved it there, and I know that I could live there, no problem. Maybe not for the rest of my life, but I could see myself doing postgrad work at Oxford or Cambridge...maybe I should apply to be a Rhodes Scholar...

But enough rambling. I have also discovered that I am reading a sci-fi book that was published in 1954: The Stars Are Ours by Andre Norton. Very cool -- especially because, if I have my dates right, it was written before manned spaceflight. Heck, it's even pre-Sputnik! She wrote about scientists escaping from totalitarian rule on Earth, fleeing to the stars -- and all this before manned spaceflight had ever been deemed possible! In reading her work I find things that appear constantly in modern sci-fi -- the idea of cold sleep, antigrav vehicles called "sleds"...it's crazy because both appear in use consistently by Anne McCaffrey, whose first book was published in 1979, 25 years after Norton's novel. And according to Julie E. Czerneda, the concept of "force blades" (aka lightsabers, though not called that until George Lucas used the idea) was Norton's as well.

I have decided that I really like old-school sci-fi...but enough talking about it, I think I'm off to read it!
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So last night my plan was to stay up really late so that I would actually sleep in in the morning and spend less time waiting around to leave.

That worked really well.

So I was watching a movie (Guys and Dolls, to be precise), which I started at around 9:00.  I watched most of it, but by then my eyes were having trouble staying open, so I decided that the best thing for me to do was go to sleep. 

I looked at my watch.  10:30 only.  But I was tired, and I figured that I'd sleep in anyways -- no one will deny the fact that I need it.

Imagine my surprise when I woke up this morning at 6:15.

Bleh.

In slightly better news... )

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